1. |
Can't Be Sure
02:06
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She strays away, misplaced and open
Had a full plate, my heart was broken
That girl and her fake emotions
Had me goin crazy, I'll make the most of it
These chains my grief was holdin
These lazy days from night till mornin
Slept all day, stretch n yawn and now im
Lying face first on the floor
Tryna lock every open door I'm just
Crying my eyes so sore
Inside my heart was tore but no my
Chest empty, hollow core and now
Life can be such a bore when you're
Lying face first on the floor
She said we're no more
But she can't be sure (I cant be sure)
She said she was confused
She don't feel the same
And I don't wanna take that heart emoji outta her contact name
I'm all washed up
I feel so lame
Wash me up and remove these stains
You know I love how you use me babe
Just don't bruise me babe
Abuse my name
Humiliated shame
Just look how far we came
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2. |
Not Just Anyone
04:47
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Is there anyone that you can shed a tear to
Is there anyone that shows you that they care
Is there anyone that tells you that they need you
Someone that makes you smile when life ain't fair
Is there someone that lays with you when its dark out
Is there someone that can keep you from the cold
And are they still lying with you when the sun comes up
And will they be lying with you when you're old
Cause you need someone to hold you when you're crying
And keep you company when no one's there
And she looks at me and says theres no denying
That the one for me is standing right here
I need you
I need you
And I hope you know its true
And I hope you need me too
I need you
She's sitting laughing, she's nervous
I ask her in a whisper, whats so funny
She's smiling, I lean over and kiss her
Where'd my heart go, I lost it
I don't know where to find it
That's my baby, she's got it
She holds it in her pocket
Think she knows it, I love her
I put no one above her
Tried to tell her, I stutter
My face is gaining color
And I don't want any other
I hope we'll always have eachother
Because I need someone to hold me when I'm crying
And keep me company when no one's there
And I look at her and see theres no denying
That the one for me is standing right here
I need you
I need you
And I hope you know its true
And I hope you need me too
I need you
Not just anyone yeah
Not just anyone yeah
Not just anyone yes
Not just anyone yes
Oh not just anyone yes
Not just anyone yeaah
Not just anyone yeah yeah
Not just anyone yeah yeah yeah
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3. |
So Cold
03:10
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My thoughts misguided by the things that i realize i should've paid no mind
Every second goes by, it gets the best of me every time
And you're so cold on the outside, I open my mouth and
Nothing seems to come out right
And you're so warm on the inside
Only depends, my my
Look where we're at my dear oh no
I gotta get us outta here
This kinda place could make our love disappear
But I don't, don't wanna shed another tear
You're filling me with despair, it ain't fair
I know you don't really care
She's so cold that I froze
She never loved me it was just a little lie that she told herself
And i don't think she knows (she don't)
I do but how's it supposed to help me now that I'm alone
I should've been on my own, I should've been on my own
You didn't think that i was in control, I thought so
But now I feel the ground is so cold
You ask me if the pains still there I said no
But you can see through flesh to my bone
Now they're asking if it hurts
Well only if you touch it, almost like it never happened at all
Now you're asking how it happened
But that don't really matter at all... at all
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4. |
Fucked Me Up
03:42
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Stuck with a stupid face I'm dazed
I don't know what to do right now
Onto another phase, these lonely days and nights soon to run out
My head and my heart you had a place
You burned those places to the ground
What have we learned
What have you found
I hope you had fun
Fucking me up
Tearing me down
You were the one i chose to trust
With all of my love
Look where we are now
(guitar solo)
I put you on a pedestal so far up in my mind
The thoughts of you betraying me were oh so far behind
All those thoughts that you had planted
Made me love you more than life
The image of the beauty now is oh so hard to find
And I try you know i try
I should've given up the fight
Ain't no winning for me now you know i can't do nothin right
I never saw it coming really hit me from behind
You really hit me from behind
I hope you had fun
Fucking me up
Tearing me down
You were the one i chose to trust
With all of my love
Look where we are now
I hope you had fun
Fucking me up
Tearing me down
You were the one i chose to trust
With all of my love
Look where we are now
(guitar solo)
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5. |
But Naw
03:48
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Thats just how it goes
I guess i sh-shouldn’t have known
About those lies u told
It would be best
Best for us both
Cause when I think I’ve grown
I see I’m still not close
I’m just a troubled soul
And it probably shows
I can’t do this
She makes It hurt
And she feels bad
This pain feels worse
I’m selfish
She knows for sure
And It's so sad
So insecure
But she don’t care
keeps saying she does
I don’t feel that
Might be because
I can’t see her
She don’t wanna be seen
And that’s okay
I don’t wanna be mean
But naw
This ain’t really working for me
Tryna talk it out but it isn’t adding up at all
It doesn’t make sense
Why is she changing
Naw, is this how you want it to be
Bitches getting in our business and they’re fucking with me
And everybody playin games that I won’t play
It’s not okay okay
And to the people that were coming at me sideways
I don’t give a shit bout what you say
U blatantly lied
My mind isn’t anxious
Intuition running round the things that don't make sense
Should’ve known when she got them bangs she was changing
That’s my mistake, They’re always the same
Sorry I’m just talking out my mind It’s that fake shit
Really It’s my ego that ain't me tho I ain't say it
My brain won’t behave and I’m constantly pacing
Lot of wrong moves I was making
But naw
This ain’t really working for me
Tryna talk it out but it isn’t adding up at all
It doesn’t make sense
Why is she changing
Naw, is this how you want it to be
Bitches getting in our business and they’re fucking with me
And everybody playing games that I won’t play
It’s not okay okay
And to the people that were coming at me sideways
I don’t give a shit bout what you say
Sick of getting so down
I don’t know what to figure out
Sick of running my mouth
When she’s not making a sound
Wish I could talk to a friend
I wish that she was around
I’m sick of being in crowds having to cover my frown
I wish that she even cared
What am I supposed to do now
Thought that she would to be here when everything went south
wish she never said the things she was lying about
But naw
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6. |
Made Me A Fool
03:18
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Is something wrong my dear
Do you have hope for me
I think i need it here
There isn’t anything
There’s nothing wrong my dear
And I assure you so
There’s nothing you should fear
There’s nothing you don’t know
There’s something wrong my dear
I don’t know what’s got into you
Everything you said isn’t true
Everything that I thought I knew
You know you made me a fool
You know you made me an idiot
And now I feel like a fool
Ya know I feel like an idiot
The way u laugh at me
In all my misery
Smiling happily
Where is your sympathy
I wish u cared my dear
I wish that I could see
How much better
Better off I’d be
I don’t know what to do
You don’t know what to say
What is it that you
Are fiending for today
Is it another one
Took your heart away
Why’d you let him
Why’d you stay
Well I think you’ve had enough of me
I know I’ve had enough of me
Worrying about those things you do
Oh well I think I’ve had enough of me
I know you’ve had enough of me
Worrying about those things you do
Oh you made me a fool
You know you made me an idiot
And now I feel like a fool
I feel like an idiot
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7. |
Make Me Better
03:57
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She’s got a face like a bouquet
Look at her smile it wilts
And slowly fades away
And it took a while to acknowledge it but
I made her cry
Don’t know how I’m gonna find the balls to sleep alone tonight
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than I am
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than you are
Make me better
All of the misery I bring
All of these ugly things, these broken parts of me
A lot of things that I regret now
Can’t blame nobody else
It makes me kick myself
I wish someone could help
To make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than I am
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than you are
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than I am
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than you are
Cause I
No I Can’t change
Can’t make it all okay
No faith oh i just don’t wanna wait for another day
Hit me with it all in the face
You know I care what you say
Deserving every blow I take
Just don’t wanna make another stupid mistake
Another stupid mistake
Just make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than I am
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than you are
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than I am
Make me better
Make me better oh yah
Make me better than you are
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I wish that I could tell you something
When you’re asking why
But you were yelling you were cussin
So I put on my disguise
I’m turning everything to nothing
I’m keeping everything inside
Cause you ain’t getting what you wanted
It ain’t no tears inside my eyes
I don’t want you to tell me when you’re thinkin of me
I get so angry when I’m thinking bout you
And I don't know why you say you love me
It really doesn’t feel like you do
I could talk but you never listen
Just doin what you want to do
It could be different but it isn’t
It isn't
It isn't
Everything feels different, it doesn’t mean that I hate you
Though I think you want me to
Making decisions I don’t think all the way through
I’m so sorry if they turned you blue
And if I end up tryna tell u something that ain’t true
I know that ain’t too cool
I just don’t want you always overthinking the way that I know you do
I’m sorry I don't care about you
See now I'm living without second guessing
You can always hate me if you have too
I don’t think you’ll ever learn your lesson
You’re lesson
And I don’t want you to tell me when you’re thinking of me
I get so angry when I’m thinking bout you
And I don't know why you say you love me
It really doesn’t feel like you do
I could talk but u never listened
Just doin what u wanna do
It could be different
But it isn’t
It isn't
It isn't
It isn't
It’s not
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9. |
In The End
03:15
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It’s easy for me
To wake in the morning so negative
Thoughts in my head that have made a big mess oh my friend
It’s amazing to me how these friendships can end
The end of the book there’s no pages to turn there's
A lesson to learn, you’ll find everything
Connect all those dots, it’s the universe messaging
Testing your patience, It pressures so heavily
But u can’t be so afraid
See the future gets closer every day
Every moment the moment just isn’t there to stay
Oh it all has to come to an end such a shame when
It all has to come to an end
It’s so easy to say
It's not easy to do it’s a part of you
Body and soul oh I know that that mark has been made
Though your heart may be gray
Try to tuck that pain away
You’ll see how it stays
Oh it won’t go away, how’d did u feel today
Did u realize the nonsense
Oh you’re not alone with that
I'd be your a constant
Your greatest companion
Without understanding
But u can’t be so afraid
See the future gets closer every day
Every moment the moment just isn’t there to stay
Oh it all has to come to an end
Such a shame when
It all has to come to an end
In the end
It’s always the same in the end
In the end
In the end
It’s always okay in the end
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10. |
Forget
01:37
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Had to let it go
I really really really didn't wanna do it no
I'm better on my own
Though I can't forget it all
I'm really really really really trying to
Forget about you
You saw the worst of me
I saw the worst of you
You saw the best of me
I saw the best of you too
I guess I
I don't want to forget
I don't want to forget
I can't
I can't
I can't forget
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